The beginning of my pregnancy to ALMOST the end!!

-I was probably 10 weeks in this picture, I didn't find out I was pregnant till like the 8th week so this is the very first picture of my stomach.


-I think I was about 13 weeks in the picture.


-18 weeks in this one


-22 weeks




-This is me at 28 weeks.


-& the most recent, 33 weeks:) This was a couple nights ago, playing bingo with my sister and sister in-law and eating ice cream haha:)

33 weeks

I can't believe i'm almost done with my pregnancy! It's actually, believe it or not has gone by really fast and i'm so happy that this time has gone by fast. I guess flying from Germany and traveling back and forth from Texas to Arkansas will make things go by faster lol.
At night I've been having the weirdest pain, my stomach and back ache and my stomach gets hard.. My doctor said it's probably just my stomach stretching but still it's an awfully uncomfortable pain. My doctor also said that he's scheduling me to be induced on G's birthday, I think that would be so cute if Little G was born on G's birthday:) Ohh I can't wait till my boys get here!! I'm just now getting the hospital bag ready. I still need to get a couple things for me but I almost have the bag ready, it feels all surreal getting thing situated for little G's arrival. I can't believe there's pretty much only 1 full week left of November, Thank you God for making this time go by fast!


Btw, I just wanted to say thank you for all the supportive comments! I can't tell y'all how much it means to me to read all those comments!! I promise I'm going to try to not be a "debby downer" LOL:)

Since it's November..

Since it's November and I've been complaining a lot more than being thankful. I thought I should say what I'm thankful for and I am Thankful for a lot!


I'm Thankful for:
-I have a healthy baby that will be here sooner than I know it!
-G will actually be there for little G's birth, which is a big deal!
-G will finally be here for my birthday after 3 years of us being together.
-I'm going to spend Christmas with G
-I have tons of family with my that love me until I move to Germany.
-I'm getting to spend time with my sister before she leaves to join the Air Force.
-30 Days till G is here!:)
-6 weeks till Little G's here:)


I'm learning slowly that I need to stop focusing on the bad and realize that I am lucky in so many ways and things could be much worse. I'm a work in progress!

I just miss my husband!!!

it's been 6 months since i've seen my husband.. I have one more month to go till I see him again. I feel like i'm going threw a deployment(kinda) not really but still 6 months is a friggen long time to be away from your husband GAHH! I guess i'm finally reaching my "going insane" point. I was sooo stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid for coming back to the states to have my baby. What was I thinking, leaving my husband to have my baby somewhere I felt "safe" leaving my husband just because I was scared?! He's deploying next year, later next year.. but still i've wasted 6 months I could have spent with him!! &then I'm going to be "wasting" a couple more months with this stupid command sponsorship, I'm praying harder than ever that it'll go by so fast so I can be with my husband. Because My husband and I made a mistake thinking I needed to go back to the states. I guess i've learned my lesson.. If I have a choice I'm never leaving my husbands side EVER again!


...I'm so glad I have this blog to vent at. I feel a little better!

It's been awhile

I haven't blogged in a while, I've missed it lol. My sister and I have been getting all my baby shower gifts washed and set up for Little G to come. My father in-law has set up the stroller, car seat, crib and swing. We purchased G's ticket to come here for Christmas leave:) Yayyy, I can't wait!! He's going to school for a month and won't be able to talk to me while he's there. But I'm okay with that because he'll be here soon. &now there saying the deployment date is later, so I think were back to moving to Germany. I'm just so tired of all this, I wish G's first duty station was in the states it just would have made things so much less stressful. So we're back to moving to Germany after Little G's born. I'm dreading this command sponsorship process:/ I guess all I can do is pray that it won't be a hard process. Because the people that i've already talked to are a$$holes and i'm already having to be rude to people to get any answers and I hate that I have to be that way!! Ughhh.

Thank You

-Thank you Dad for your almost 20 years in the service! I love you


-Thank you G, I'm proud to be married to such a wonderful person! I love you


-Thank you Grandpa, you had a rough life, alot of it having to do with what you dealt with overseas. You were a great man and I miss you dearly. I love you Grandpa!

32 weeks

I had a doctors appointment today and i've gained 17 pounds in the past 8 weeks:( I don't even wanna type how much I actually weigh.. Well anyway my doctor said I need to watch my weight. I've never been on a diet i've always been a really skinny girl and i've always been very active.. So I don't know a thing about how to "watch my weight" any advice would be greatly appreciated lol. But here's an update on my belly and on the plus side I only have 8 weeks left!